Monday, August 3, 2009

Talking about nonsense

I had a long and tiring job yesterday, not that it requires my whole body to move, it’s just that I was force to sit for approximately 5 hours facing my laptop. I was a bit uneasy. Maybe because of my rumbling stomach, or was it because of my parched mouth? I was not so sure. All I know is that I was ready to cry then.

After what seemed to be an eternity, I finished the assigned task at around 6:30 in the evening. Just as I was about to stand up, my legs gave in, torturing me into an unexpected wobbling of my surroundings. Thanks to my conscious mind, I was able to grab the chair I was sitting on a moment ago. I was lucky.

Looking up at the sky, I tried to ease the pain I felt by believing that the sky wanted to cry with me. Yes, it was a pathetic fallacy my mind wanted me to deem. But I didn’t care anyway. I hastily wrapped my things up and started to walk my way home.

It was gloomy and a bit dark. I looked at the people around, it was so confusing. Though the city will never experience a typhoon, it was clear that raining from morning till night caused a lot of trouble to all the Davaoeños.

As I reached the apartment, I instantly turned the TV on and had my office clothes changed. Then put my things away, started to watch the news when all of a sudden, I remembered the date. A year is quite hard to forget. But I don’t want to cry either, so I started to play Colbie Calliat’s “The Little Things” when a tear fell from my traitor eye.

Haaaay. I wish things will be normal again.

1 comment:

  1. No need to bring tears to those beautiful eyes... Indeed a year is a long time when everyday what you had was all that you could think about. But i believe in the saying that 'Everything happens for a reason'. This could be a test that has been given to you, an obstacle to see if you can overcome it, or simply just a stumbling moment in your life. Either way, you've been hurt. Words may not be able to take it away, maybe not even action... But there is one thing that i am sure of, time heals everything... No matter how deep the wound goes, time will free you from the pain. Trust me, i know...

    Don't ever think that you were the one who was at fault here because it wasn't. The only mistake you made was you loved to much. But don't take this the wrong way, that is not such a bad thing. In fact i consider it admirable to find someone who risks much for the person she loves.

    When you fall, pick yourself up. You are a strong and independent woman. Don't let others make you think otherwise, especially the 'jackass' who did this to you... May you be well at all times and never forget who you really are. That's what's most important (atleast that is what i believe'. Take care and God bless miss, you have a bright future ahead of you, all you need to do is keep moving forward...:)


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